I hesitate because I don’t know how to describe myself. I am a Jesus follower albeit a distant follower….meaning I believe in Him, I follow His teachings, I would reach for the hem of His robe if He was walking by but I have a problem with allowing myself to love like Jesus did. I’m ornery, I’m judgemental, I can carry a grudge. But Jesus showed up one day and saved me from myself and so He must have had a reason for doing so. We’re still working that out…Him and I.  Most of the time it’s just me trying to figure out if what He’s teaching me is a lesson or a blessing.